I can't leave anymore
For if I do everyone will pass before I get home
You're filled with wanderlust
But I'm filled with fear, my feet don't move like they used to
'Cus I've seen the blackness that can fill your heart
And it's creeped into mine more times than I'd like
Everyone leaves at the wrong time
As if there were a right time to die
But if there were
I think he missed
And left a lonely little boy without his daddy
And if there were
I think he missed it
And left a lonely teenager to figure it all out for himself
I want you to understand
But at the same time I don't 'cus it hurts too much
I want life to be easy for you
But I can only do so much for the both of us
And I don't know much
But I know that I want to die with my hand in yours
I don't know much
But I know theres never a good time to die
But if there were
I think he missed
And left a lonely little boy without his daddy
And if there were
I think he missed it
And left a lonely teenager to figure it all out for himself
Providence, Rhode Island artist El Valerie delivers nine tracks of pure, blissful bedroom pop with an electronic twist. Bandcamp New & Notable Apr 14, 2022